my paycheck got delayed by a week
im so hungry, its literally all i can think about, i can deal with every other symptom of being poor but hunger drives me crazy. will probably try a food pantry soon, and hopefully be able to afford something with doordash (my partner just got a new job but they also don’t get paid till next week) but the combo of hunger pangs, dry mouth while drooling and hanger makes you feel insane. im just throwing this thought into the void because i hate the feeling of being hungry and cant complain because it puts emotional pressure on the people around me.
 
我的工资延迟了一周才发。
我快饿死了,脑子里想的全是吃的。贫穷带来的其他苦我都能扛,但是饿肚子我真受不了。我可能很快就要去食品救济站了,也希望能有钱解决吃饭问题(我伴侣刚找了新工作,但也要到下周才发薪)。可饥饿感阵阵袭来,嘴里干得难受却又忍不住流口水,又饿又气的感觉,真的能让人变得神志不清。我只是把这些想法说出来发泄一下,因为我讨厌这种饥饿的滋味,又不敢抱怨,怕给身边的人带来情绪压力。